I am loved through Grace. I am loved through constant forgiveness. I am loved through the cross and resurrection!
God, teach me to be:
patient,
kind,
happy with what I have,
humble,
considerate,
slow to anger,
forgiving,
happy in truth,
protective,
trusting,
hopeful,
and persevering.
Help me to evaluate where I stand with EACH of your criteria. Show me the ways you were patient and the ways you were slow to anger. I want to be like you and love like you Jesus.
Patience - I need to be more patient when I'm driving. Overall, I would say I am patient with situational events and the small things that come every day, which are totally out of my control.
Kind - I need to be more kind to myself and those closest to my heart. I feel like I am kind to most people and overly kind to those I do not know or those I need to impress. It seems like it's easiest to be rude to, and not kind to those whom I claim to love. If I tell you I love you, and you feel I am not always kind to you - I am sorry. I want to give my life away.
Happy with what I have - this I probably have to work on, but I feel like I have too much. I am SO thankful for what I have because I know its all a gift. This one is not hard for me because in a materialistic world, I have a lot of materials. This command in the context of love is different. "Do not envy". Does that mean if I am envious of someone else then I do not love them? Or does that mean I don't love Christ because it shows I am not grateful for what He has given me?Where does envy come into hate/love, good/evil? I know its not good or healthy to be envious but Jesus teach me why it's not loving to be envious.
Shea, I think if you are envious of the earthly things that someone else has, then it shows arrogance toward someone else and instead of loving them and being happy for them, you want what they have for yourself.
ReplyDeleteDefinition of envy:
"A feeling of discontent and resentment aroused by and in conjunction with desire for the possessions or qualities of another."
You can't love someone if you resent them for having something that you want.